I have become a magnetic trap for low-class men in PA and I am currently trying my best to upgrade to middle and then push for upper-class. Why? Well because it just amazes me the way these guys think..Nothing is taken seriously, nothing is important. They have no goals, no values, they are men without any type of virtue, they have no care about anyone or anything.
It just amazes how they get by each day..Are they really happy living paycheck to paycheck? are they happy not having a good education? do they like where they live? have they ever wanted better?? and the last thing i think about is- Oh my gosh im gonna have to take care of him financially?
I know what i want for myself and emm and i can see my future clearly now and i dont see me living paycheck to paycheck..I dont see her and i struggling..I want to be a stay at home mom..dont make me do something just because you neglected to get your education. Rude? probably but think about it...I married you and as a man you need to go out and support YOUR family..im the wife my job is to stay home with the kids and keep the house in order so my man is happy..disagree all you want but thats the life i want and im not in any way going to turn out like my parents..working paycheck to paycheck and working 2 jobs just to get by each month.
My problem, however, has been that I am to accepting of EVERYONE. I believe God has given me the gift of compassion and unconditional love for everyone and everything. I dont judge, I get to know ppl before i place any criticism, I forgive ALWAYS, and my friends are wierd people. I feel God has giving me the gift of unconditional love because when someone does me wrong and although i am so mad at them when they appologize i forgive them with open arms and invite them back into my life..no questions asked, i give them my trust, and i love them as if nothing had happened..Is that wrong to be that way? maybe that is why i attracht low-class men because I just dont give a sh*t....maybe its about time i started to give 2 sh*ts and demand respect...i deserve respect and so does every woman inthe world...UGH!!! now im pumped up!!!!
