We have choices in life. That I believe is one of the best things about life, the choices. We can either stay or walk away. If we stay or if we leave we start to wonder this- Will it get better, or not? A risky situation one must take when their walls around them start to fall around you. Some people stay and attempt to put the bricks back up, to rebuild that wall. Impossible, as it may seem, means nothing to the ones who choose to stay. It took our whole lives to build our own sturdy walls. They held in our fears and our weaknesses. These walls we built shelded us from the ones who attempted to break us down or step on our strengths. These walls, comforting, yet protective held us back from what we could have been.
Sometimes things just happen in our lives that we are forced to walk away. No choice about it, just the wonder. If all your life you faced a sad moment at home and all you wondered "will it get better?" do you still wonder it? As you carry all that you can carry in your arms do you still wonder if it would get better? I can only hope it would. The feeling that things make sense, your life is at peace. It's a good feeling when things are calm.
It will get better. We hear that alot when bad things happen to us. We all can not stand to hear someone speak about a better tomorrow. What makes you think I want you think I want you singing "The sun will come out tomorrow..." or any positive tune when I feel this way? huh? What makes you so positive that tomorrow is going to be any better? Tomorrow will be better because its a new day. Tomorrow will be better because all tomorrow's are begining of opportunities. The start of a new you! Your walls have fallin all around you and things are looking bad. The strength you once had cant hold up the rest of the wall any longer and your fears are what you have to face. Sometimes life gives you choices, and sometimes it doesnt.
Holding up that wall your arms begin to shake and your legs could give in at any moment. You could cry out for help but you wonder "Will anyone hear me? Will anyone even help me?" Silence has been your only volume when it came to needing help. You can fix it yourself you dont need help! But this time, you cant. Sometimes knowing someone who understand how you feel or what your going through is just enough. That person will always come and help you hold up that one section of the wall because they know the feeling of lost security. We all assume we are the only ones in this HUGE planet that experience pain, sorry, fear, shame, etc.. There are billions upon billions of others out there in the world living your life. Some may be worse then yours-that is when you count your blessings. Thank God the walls didnt fall on top of you. Who would dig you out? Id like to think the one who would hold the wall up.
Speaking on my own experiences, It will get better. When your walls are falling all around you, it will get better! I pinky swear!
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